I’m not lying here

The whole post was out of anger? You don’t wanna hate me but you do.you made your peace with the fact that I’m an idiot.I don’t know you want to fix things or not but when you say you made your peace it means you don’t care or you don’t wanna care. whatever.
For the first post you could call me to remind me that. I did study for the exams, charlies house wasn’t the exam night and I studied even there. so when I say it’s relevant it is.
I said if because I think it shouldn’t. and you didn’t care about the group.

yeah i know we’ll see each other that’s why i was thinkin of leaving.

ok let’s talk.

The Summer

So I guess you don’t wanna talk face to face. You could at least answer my message. I’m not pretending nothing happened. I just don’t want to start my summer like this. I don’t wanna hate you. But you’re sending the ball into my field. You tried to fix things but I didn’t want them to be fixed. YOU worked and we talked. you are sorry IF it hurt me. What do you think I am? 4?. I shouldn’t have published either of those two posts. I wrote the first because We weren’t working for a long time and I wanted to remind us about it. It wasn’t about final exam because We don’t study. If I remember right You were at Charlies’ one of your exam nights. And the second one I was angry because you totally misunderstood my post. We can’t act like this. We’re gonna see each other you know. About those personal stuff, They don’t really bother me that much anymore. I’ve made my peace with it. I tend to spend more time at the university and get on with it. It’s not as good as the years we had but it’s O.k.
I’m not pretending nothing happened but what can we do? call the police? brand is one of the few dims of light in my life and I know in yours too. And it’s probably the last link of connection between us. I’m not trying to sugar code things I really mean what I say. I don’t know we should talk about stuff or not. We were able to talk before maybe We’ve lost the ability. I really can’t make a conclusion here. Maybe You could help.

Yeah we can work like this

And we just pretend nothing happened? Don’t play pro again.

I assume that wasn’t a reply to my post. This whole thing was supposed to be something else.

There’s a Jewish mouse in the new Johnny Depp cartoon!

I think we should start talking in the real world. It was supposed to be a diary not a battlefield. That’s why i removed my post.

don’t remove your posts

I thought you began to talk it out.
I read it anyway.

Talking, at last

Short Cuts

1. Why the hell are you so angry? I just asked a question. I didn’t accuse you or anything.

Get over yourself

OK for knowing that I steel wanna do this you just need to remember that I was working on brand like hell, until you told me that your disappointed about it. Then we had final term exams, after that I just didn’t work in one week because I needed some free time. You’re the one that’s always demotivated. So I should ask you that question.

Friendship is Overrated

The main reason I’m here is because I haven’t done anything worthy with my internet in the past 2 days. (and yet I’m out 700 megabytes! )

We mostly come here to talk about where we’re standing on the creation process. Well, actually I have no idea where we’re standing on the creation process. I mean we seem to be in a no man’s land. Too fucked up to be motivated and too grown up to be disappointed. Maybe Brand has become something that’s always there but we really don’t touch anymore. I’m just guessing, as I said I don’t really know anything.

We’ve never been hopeful and working simultaneously and when thinking, we don’t seem to be on the same path. I’m wondering as I type what’s the curse here. Is it even related to the work itself? you know, to someone like me everything’s personal. I also wonder do you still wanna do it? or you’re still in this because you can’t face me when getting out? I’m writing these stuff because I assume you wanna be updated about how I feel about the whole thing, cause I would like to know about your status.

Anyway, If it was a few years ago I’d be totally out by now, but I’m not about to quit this time. probably because We can live with dignity, We can’t die with it.

P.S  See? I wasn’t even trying to sound smart this time.

P.S.S Thinkin’ about opening a blog. I’ll probably name it “Disfunction Festival”

Back To Work

That’s exactly my point.
and what can I say now? You’re bringing up the good times. Yeah maybe we should work to prevent these fights, and who knows maybe we turn back to what we were.

I think this and my last post don’t make sense!

p.s. You didn’t actually think that I’d leave this, did you?
p.s.s I should really work on my titling skills! and writing! I spent 5 minutes to come up with a good title, and there it is!:-S